17 years-old/ Ann Lin/ Vegetarian
Although I've lost a lost a lot of weight, the scars and the pain my life gave me, still remains. You think you know me, but you really don't. Still, as soon the day starts I'll be the happiest person you've ever seen and I'll help you as good as I can. And when I'm alone at night ,I'm breaking down because I'm so fat and I can't do nothing right. I'm sorry that i'm such a mistake(mom,dad) all these years I've wasted on you. You could be happy. i'm struggling with an eating disorder since forever. I was always the fatty. It's been years. And every day I'm afraid of going out .I'm afraid of school. I'm comparing myself to every girl I see. I see myself as a disgusting creature and I can't live a normal life anymore. I can't think of any other things than losing weight.